StriderX92

2007-10-29T03:34:00.000-07:00

Last friday had no chance to tell her....felt eager so ended up telling her through email....feels kinda crappy to think of it...haiz....shld have waited longer then tell her straight in her face...nw 3 days as we stood still neither of us talking to each other she's more like nt replying me.....I tried smsing, and chatting wif her online....maybe she's really busy online I can forgive tat but the smses? perhaps...perhaps...haiz.....nw i'm hanging in mid air unsure of wad to do at all...I wanna tell her face to face but nw alrdy school holidays where to get chance?she doesn't reply my smses....crap...shall ask noorul for advice...

2007-10-25T07:05:00.000-07:00

Tmr is finally the last day of school before the 2 months of school holidays start!!!yes!!!but still my mood is on the half half side cause....I'm thinking whether to tell her tmr or shld I wait for a longer period of time...cause I dun think after tmr we'll be seeing each other much till nxt yr....I'll really miss her....I wanna tell her and confess to her abt my feelings to her....I wanna let her know....the dudes all say no fear just go for it!!! I said ok...but then liyana told me might wanna wait cause she might take it she might nt....if she doesn't take it...the both of us might nt talk as comfortably like we do nw.....so nw my mins is confused...I'm still thinking...I hope my mind is set by tmr....

2007-10-23T02:52:00.000-07:00

I just can't stop thinking of her, EVERY SINGLE DAY before my sleep she just appears in my mind...the pain inside me of thinking of her and loving her so badly but yet nth can be done because she's nt going to school and she's ignoring my msg, my chat on msn...is she really that busy?I just can't get my mind to think abt it....I believe my instinct, I really do love her, and I always will no matter wad...I have alrdy thought abt it a long time ago before I even tried wooing her...I know wad I'm doing...I believe I can cope with my studies and cca even if I had a love life...I know I can...Please Denise, I love you, stop ignoring me, stop it, my heart is breaking as we are pulled apart frm ur absence in school...come back, talk to me, we can last forever...

2007-10-19T23:26:00.000-07:00

Today is a boring saturday!!! Besides chatting wif friends(so far no one replying yet...), playing gunz, checking mail etc there's nth better to do!!!AHHH!!!boring boring!!!! I wanna go out...I want to get the electric guitar!!!!just have to bare for directly 2 weeks more....must faster come then I can rock out loud!!!! I feel like smth is missing in my heart...actually 2 things...2 ppl...one my maid the other is........her...without her by my side I feel so empty...dunno wad to do...she missed two days of school....asked her to go nxt wk....lucky my 'persuasion' worked....hahas finally can see her again...

2007-10-18T01:46:00.000-07:00

Shall write for secret blog only for today....cause my normal blog nt much to write abt....anyway today had that sexuality workshop....urgh it was kinda boring almost fell asleep...first topic we did quite interesting though....its called Friends First, Friends Forever? But wad we did didn't really suit the topic...did some fun games friends answered some qns relating relationship blah blah blah...but today she didn't go to school again....knew it...she told me she might nt cause nth to do....yea true enough there was nth to do but can go school keep the peeps acompany wad...and me too...it feels so boring without her in school...until nw just 2 days and I'm alrdy missing her....jaslyn jie says its normal cause u really feel in love!wow...

2007-10-17T02:56:00.001-07:00

Today finally got back all my results!!! Ms Rabia told me I'll confirm get promoted cause alrdy gt 3 subs including eng alrdy!!!YES I can finally relax to the max and play to the max and pretty sure can get electric guitar!!! Just have to wait for 2 weeks 3 days! Then I'll be rockin the whole hse with my new electric guitar!!! At the same time celebrate my b'day but nt real day(real day is the day after) I can't wait!!!AHHH!!!anyway she finally talk to me on msn again....I wonder if she suspects that I love her alrdy...then she saw my msn nick...then nw start talking to me again....liyana if its like tat maybe she likes me....whoosh I really wish tats true...

2007-10-16T02:11:00.000-07:00

Today finally returned to school....everything is quite the same except the fact that exams are over nw we all feel much more relaxed...saw her too...finally bringing my mind to peace seeing her pleasant self. Whenever I see her I'll feel happy too but painful at the same time cause having the 'so near yet so far' feeling so I've decided to push myself to get her in my arms...Liyana helpin me too. After school had class party...it wasn't bad...actually it was gd but quite alot of ppl nvr come...sad sad...She nvr go so couldn't take a pic of her...but anyway I'm sure everyone will be in school on the 26th to get back their report book and so I believe mdm low has planned tat day to be the day to take class photo so that's my other chance to take a photo of her...

2007-10-12T01:28:00.000-07:00

Hey nvr thought i'll actually be back to write post again...lols but i'm back...this blog as I call it nw is the secret blog...well exams are finally over!Today nvr go school due to marking day...yesterday celebrated well with mr poon and the archery seniors...went to have a delightful lunch and 3 great games of bowling! My feelings for her is there and it will be there forever...for her...nw tat exams are over, besides going back my original stuff like jamming and archery etc. , I'll do my best to win her heart to let her know I care for her and want to be her boyfriend...

Back From Camp!!!

2006-07-07T21:14:00.000-07:00

Hi and I'm just back from camp yesterday.It was a 3 days and 2nights stay at the campsite which was kinda fun but hey its tiring too!I think the best for me has always been the campfire where there's the opening,the group performance,the cheers,the singing and lots more!!!Thinking about made me miss camp sometimes...well its over so just let it be a good memory...My group did Hike and outdoor cooking on Day 1 which was fun and super triring for the hike which was around 5 hours!!!We climbed the Bukit Timah Hill(Singapore's tallest Hill) after which we had campfire cheer practise,dinner,song session then night hike.Day 2:Rain while we were having breakfast...kept on raining till 11plus going to 12 then stopped.In that raining peroid,we did area cleaning,campfire cheer practise and teamed up with group 3 to learn campfire cheers.My group was group 4 by the way...after rain we did group rope skipping and much more...Day 3:breakfast,packing,area cleaning,back to School then HOME SWEET HOME!!!

School reopening!!!

2006-06-25T08:05:00.000-07:00

School is reopening and I'm still here looking at this screen typing this blog!Going to sleep soon though...Guess what,I've actually spent my whole holiday helping my parents out at their store witch is quite tiring but at least gt friends there to cheer me up and talk to me!Especially a friend called Carol...well lets drop tat sub...tmr still dunno gonna do wad maybe preparing the school reopening thing....well thats it for today...

End of mid-year exams!

2006-05-11T06:25:00.000-07:00

Yea! It's finally the end of the mid-year exam and now its time to relax!!! Great huh?! For all students to say this is the greatest but hey, there is one more thing you'll need to worry now is your results because you'll never what you are going to get till the teacher shows the results to you!!!But of course,if you've learnt and you know you have tried your best then there is nothing to worry about!For all those who finished their exams I wish you all a happy long weekend and good luck to you all results!!!

untitled...

2006-05-10T08:13:00.000-07:00

I didn't know what came over me...it was well organized but in the end I just didn't know why my mind changed....if it didn't,it might be different ending to that day....maybe it might just be even better and happier...it was on my birthday year 2005...yea...I have actually decided with my cuzzie Jaslyn but I don't know wad knocked over me and I decided to go see my other cousions to escape theme park....Know why I regretted?B'cause when I reached there my cousions said tat if I went there there won't be much fun...plus I also found out tat my elder bro and sis actually went to the store to look for me wanting to celebrate my birthday for me...tat was on a friday...when I went home on sunday my sis was sleeping already and bro kinda angrily gave me my b'day present...my mistake in the end...my regret...

Gosh!!!...

2006-04-26T05:09:00.000-07:00

Today was my second day of my I.T learning programme and I have created pics about food and the teacher praised on it!!!!Today also,during P.E,we did the last three stations for NAPFA test.Sit and Reach I stretch and got a 140!!!highest in the class!yea!Should be an A for 13+years old not too sure though...sit up I did 33 and inclined pull-up I did a 26 which was also an A for 13+years old.YEA!!!I'm liking it!but in class after recess about the last two periods when after the english came for a period,the class was really noisy and she had to scold and one of my classmate talked back at her till she got soo pissed off she shouted loudly and her face went face followed up with crying!!!unbelieveable...this is the second time that boy made two teachers cry,one last year and today one....hiaz...well she got pissed with almost the whole class that she won't teach the class anymore...she'll just pick the good ones to a place to have lesson...well hope I'm one of the students that can go study....

Its just so great!

2006-04-13T05:09:00.000-07:00

Today is my practical test and so me and my partner were making fruit cake as planned for 1 to 2 weeks.Today was the day and we were rather prepared I can say...anyway it started well and ended well.decorated it nicely and let the teacher have a try on our cake to have a judgement on our food.Out of the sudden,my friend shouted''WE GOT FULL MARKS!!!''and so I looked at wat my teacher wrote.(3,3,2,3)the total marks was 11 so we really got full marks!My teacher praised us in front of the class and also said''If you all want to see whats a well and good texture of fruit cake come and have a look.''Nice huh?How rockin!One more thing,today in guitar lesson,i formed a group and my guitar teacher wants us to do song writing we are doing so far.thats all folks!

Something Happened in my Class...

2006-04-12T03:06:00.000-07:00

Today,after entering the classroom and settled down,our teachers gave us wrkshts. to do and so as I was beginning,all out of the sudden I saw my classmate Desmond being pushed and knocked onto another classmate Si Min.I didn't really mind that time but suddenly,I saw Desmond and Ragavan(classmate)quarreling then Demond started punching Ragavan.We all stopped them but again Desmond came and punched Ragavan on the head,Ragavan did not retaliate which saved him in the end.In the end,Desmond got 2 strokes but Ragavan only got 1 stroke of the cane.Desmond was caned today but Ragavan's one will be posponed...tragic?yea..Reason:calling of names,desmond not returning Ragavan's CD and his football..

Happenings of today

2006-04-07T04:38:00.000-07:00

Hey,today is my school's 41st Commendation Day cum student leader prize presentation and all sec 2s have to go to the ceremony...which also means I have to go...school release at 10.15am and pupils have to be back by latest 2pm as told.When the ceremony start it was quite exciting I can say but then as it goes on it got more and more boring...I almost sleep...luckily we finished earlier and could go home...ahh.....end...hahaha

Guitar lessons again!

2006-04-07T04:25:00.000-07:00

Yesterday like every thursday I'll go for my guitar lesson but nxt thursday will be the last session b'fore mid-year exam after tat resume again...well I learned more yesterday!My guitar teachers admire my guiter saying its gd.hahaha even my teacher in charge also admire it.nice huh?anyway I picked up more experience from my teacher and now i'm in the higher and faster group(actually tat happened 2 to 3 weeks ago..)anyway tat all!

Class made my science teacher angry and disappointed

2006-04-07T04:16:00.000-07:00

this happened on the 31st of March...It was in school while we were in class when my science teacher gave us Bio worksheets to do go through with her but the class after seeing the wrkshts. went too excited and noisy tat my science teacher got fed up and shouted giving us a scolding in the end not learning anything for that single period...we apologized the next day but her anger went down only on tuesday if i'm not wrong..well my class sure learned a lesson after tat...tats all folks!

Its abt my guitar lessons.

2006-03-02T00:38:00.000-08:00

Today,the second day where i'm having guitar lessons in school...its great I like it.Moving along with it and learning more notes each time.Today I started learning strumming(more at least then last week...)G,EM(E Minor),C and D.which string to strum and which not to.its cool you know...The instructor Mr Teo says next time we'll sure be able to play well in songs!!!ain't tat just great...(signing off...)
2ndMarch2006

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2006-03-01T01:37:00.001-08:00

O man I left my swimming equipment in the bathroom yesterday and it went missing!!!!!!!!!damn...Sooo tired yesterday..3 rounds on the field...air rifle then still gotta go swimming.Air rifle is actually veri tiring you know?its not just wad stand there and shoot all day long!People might not understand if they never participate in air-rifle...damn the person who stole my trunks...nth more to sae....

1stMarch2006

Its still the same but something else amazing!

2006-02-22T03:22:00.000-08:00

Nothing different from any other school days...class still the same and tomorrow i having home econs. practical doin chocalate rice cake and then in the afternoon i'm going to start my first guitar lesson in school!!!!isn't that so cool.coming up so many projects to do..music and literature...so many researching...literature after every thing have to do acting on stage!!!wa so scary huh?write till here..
Wednesday,22th Feb2006

nth much..

2006-02-10T04:14:00.000-08:00

I can't believe it!I wasn't selected for air rifle competition!never mind...now only selected ones go for training on thursday,the rest will go on tuesday.Never mind and forget abt the selection...now also ok...My badminton class also don't have till furthur notice..well nothing more to say...

10th Feb. 2006

Still the same everyday

2006-02-10T04:05:00.000-08:00

Today,as usual,chairman trying to controll the class,teachers shouting(a bit only la).Most important thing,today my classmate desmond and sidney secrectly took a picture of me and lina while we were discussing homework...so frustrating...and today is also my maths teacher's last day teaching us cause she have to leave for further studies i guess....i wonder who's my class new maths teacher.our Pe teacher made us run as uaual as possible in PE then have a little game of dodgeball.Boys throws the dodge ball girls!hahaha!!!and we won!!

10th Feb. 2006

Tsk Tsk Tsk...

2006-02-08T02:57:00.000-08:00

Yesterday,my classmate found that her handphone is lost and reported to the general office.It was stolen when she went for assembly.A big group of people were late and the sat outside.The ones who went in time was sent back to class after morning assembly and the ones outside were called to run.After the run the handphone situation was reported and those who were late was body searched.The handphone was found in one of the person's pocket.Two other people was also pointed out in the place and they were severly punished today.Parents were called then they had classroom caning.One taday and the other stroke another time.I really think that its a stupid idea to steal.Hahaha...
8th of Feb. 2006

A horrible thing happened to me on my school charity jogathon day

2005-08-06T17:13:00.000-07:00

Today,something bad happened to me and my friend on our jogathon day. Morning at west coast park, I felt ok and ready for the big run. At the starting point, I had sudden stomachache, so I told the teacher nearby and told him that I had a aching stomach so he allowed me to the tiolet. After the tiolet session, I went back to my teacher but he told me the race is over and I can't run anymore. I am unknownly happy and sad so I talked to my teacher.I went to the place where my friends who were not running sat and talked to them. When my other good friends came, they told me that my another friend called Shi Hao fell and stepped at the start of the race. Horrible isn't it? Cruel it is... they said that people from 1/8 did it no one was sure. That's all I have to write so bye.

Buffet @ Ritz-Charlton Hotel.

2005-08-03T16:34:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,i went to a 6 star hotel in Singapore called Ritz-Charlton and had buffet there with my family.When we entered the hotel,it so very grand,no wonder it was a 6 star hotel.The buffet had alot of delicious food example soup(tomato or shark's fin), seafood,crackers,bread,salad,main course and dessert.it was a very delicious and full meal!My family really had a great time there!after the buffet,we went for a short walk around the hotel and take pictures too!This is all I have to say so bye!

A day when me n me friend created a personal data book

2005-08-02T18:52:00.000-07:00

yesterday,me n my friend decided on making a personal data book because it was free time as my teacher wasn't here yesterday.It was very easy actually,taking a exercise book and design it.After that,we wrote our name,date of birth etc.Then we passed it to our other friends in class to write their personal data for us so that we can fill all their personal data in.After doing all these,we will go to the next page n start writing on the happenings in class everyday so it is like a diary and a personal data book!This is all I have to say today so bb!!!

A fabulous day

2005-02-03T15:51:00.000-08:00

Guess what, today is my english teacher's birhday and she even gave us chocolate sweets. When I was having chinese class, me and my friends heard other class students singing happy birthday for her and i'm sure she feels very happy! I as her rep, I wish her a very happy birhday!!! Also, today was the day I and my group and other groups presented their projects about leadership. The first team did not prepare and got scolded heavily because the teacher gave them one week to finish but they still didn't. The others all peformed quite well. Well, this is all for today and a very goodbye to all of u!